defying the norm...

i am still at this point amazed with people who keeps their blog everyday... makes me wonder where do they get all these endless thoughts from?

oh yeah i've noticed most of them really reads a lot. well, that one i'm sure i've been missing. i don't know, i had to be in the mood for reading and it has to be something that i should get to enjoy reading. it was never part of my system to make it a habit. i confess some books leads me to sleep soundly that the following morning i am not too keen to finish it.

somewhere, somehow, some profoundness is rooted in me too,(i hope?!) but then i am not really so good in interpreting them in a well versed writing. i am quite an opinionated person. i know what i want to believe in and makes sure i stand firm with whatever that is.

i missed my friendly thesaurus back home which has saved me from my usual redundancy syndrome. for a while it made me feel that i have had my vocabulary upgrading placed on halt, because one i don't read much, two i have been too lazy(lame excuses) and three i don't get to have the luxury of ruling my time and tuning it with my mood.(weird)

yes! i am such a moody, moody person. i am quite of an extreme of end to end. i am usually quiet but at the same noisy too! is there such a thing?

oh well i guess i just miss the comfort of my room back home, the accessibility of the stuff i keep and my momentus box of mess well, that's what my mom would like to call it but for me it's my memorabilia.  

i wanted to go home soon. i've been itching to book myself for a flight sometime in june, hopefully. but there are things i still have yet to settle. by then i can focus on what will my itenerary will be like. ten days wil be really short, but that's what i can afford for now, cause i am also eyeing to go back by new year at least, so i am saving up my remaining VL's just in case.

major plans?! i am not such a planner in terms on how i want my life to turn in the next months, years or so. i just try to live each day as it is. trying not to disappoint myself too, when the plans didn't turned as it was supposed to, but the positive hope is with me still.

hopefully i can write more worth reading/interesting blogs in the coming days,writing has been my expression and some form of stress diversion. i'll try to read... ok i won't promise but i'll try really... if there's any of you who would like to suggest me a good read, feel free to post your suggestions... i am open to it! or if you feel like donating one, i'd be more appreciative. (kapal?!)